It was not a fascist leader but a society-wide culture of
totalitarian intolerance that made me watch my words like a hawk for half a
decade. It was fear of retaliation from the left that made me lay awake at
night, terrified that a student might have misinterpreted something I said in
class and initiated a cancellation campaign against me.
It was not a fascist leader but a leftwing culture of
retribution—in the face of which tenured faculty and college administrators
cowered—wielded by 18-year-olds that ended the career of a colleague of mine
because she read out loud a word in an antiracist comic book. Yes, students,
with the complicity of an entire college staffed with cowards whose fear was
nonetheless rational, actually ended her career for reading an ANTIRACIST comic
book.
It was not a fascist leader but a leftwing culture of fear
that generated countless whispers among faculty in the halls of my college and
others, every professor afraid to tell any but their most trusted colleagues,
about how students had stood up in class to accuse them of
"traumatizing" or "harming" them for teaching basic facts,
or of failing to teach the subject from the now-mandatory ideological
perspective of Afropessimism, or of teaching material, unobjectionable just the
year before, that was inherently "white supremacist."
I know of physicians who lost important positions, were
subjected to star chamber proceedings, and whose words were scrubbed from the
internet merely for suggesting that socioeconomic conditions and not the phony
construct of "implicit bias" were responsible for racial health
disparities.
None of this repressiveness, this intolerance, this
insistence that only a single view was acceptable on pain of cancelation—along
with the fear that it all generated—was imposed by a fascist leader. It was
imposed through the distributed channels of individual agents converging on an
ideology and a set of practices to enforce it. It was imposed by all the
individuals and institutions whose rationally self-interested fear made them
who turned their eyes away, allowing it to happen and tacitly endorsing it. And
I cannot but include myself in this indictment—all of us like Peter thrice
denying the Jesus of our colleagues, friends, and family in order to save our
own skins from the mob by falsifying ~every last one of our preferences.
There was an entire class of people who genuinely never felt
a moment of fear of their neighbors, students, colleagues, or acquaintances,
who sincerely never did notice episodes of retribution and cancelation such as
I've described here. My theory is that these people's own ideology so mirrored
that of the dominant social configuration that they simply never experienced a
moment of friction. And it's not, for the most part, that they had previously
arrived at "woke" ideology independently, and then merely recognized
fellow travelers in other wokists. Rather, their minds were such as to
instantly and uncritically conform themselves to whatever it was we were
supposed to believe or endorse this week—from abolishing slave-patrol policing
in America, to mass graves of Indians in Canada, to human biology having no
bearing on a person's sex or gender. They were, and remain, in the grip of a
mass delusion.
This is by and large the same class of people you will see
commenting here and telling me that none of this ever happened or that I have
fallen for a right-wing lie. Some of these people will make a faulty inference
from this and assume
that I am a hardcore right-winger. In a classic case of the whataboutism
fallacy, they'll say, well, what about the Republicans?, and they'll accuse me
of carrying water for a right wing that is supposedly far more repressive than
any leftist or Democrat could ever aspire to be. Even dumber, they'll say that
my supposed experience of intolerance is exactly what a bigot should expect. If
I have views that were impossible to express on campus over the past years,
that is just and good, for it entails that my views must have been beyond the
pale, and no campus is obliged to platform or tolerate Nazis and their ilk.
These inferences and accusations are all false. I can be angry about left-wing
repressiveness and still be plenty alarmed by right-wing repressiveness, and
indeed I am. I have spoken out on this platform against Florida's Stop WOKE
Act, for example, and against the crushing of pro-Palestinian speech on some
campuses, and just this morning I shared my well-grounded fear that Trump will
end up invoking the Insurrection Act. But there is simply no equivalency
between the impact on my "lived experience" of the daily, grinding
paranoia and fear that the leftist culture of repression has created in me and
that I have seen it create in countless students and colleagues, and my more
abstract and theoretical concerns about a repressive right, that is in any
event far more local (FL, TX, etc.), not nearly as global, as the society-wide
leftist culture that I describe here. I will not be gaslit!
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